Dadi Prakashmaniji's incognito effort to attain perfection
(Special dharna for the 19th Anniversary of Dadiji)
While fulfilling all responsibilities, Dadiji had the aim: I have to reach the destination of becoming complete with all virtues, be full with all skills, and also be completely viceless.
Dadiji was doubly non-violent in her thoughts, words and actions and gave happiness to everyone and received happiness. Even with her mind, she didn't give any sorrow to anyone nor did she take any sorrow.
Dadiji always stayed in the attraction of the one Father. She was never attracted by any old things, any persons or the elements. She always stayed in remembrance of the one Father and had total concentration even in her subtle attitudes.
Dadiji always had the stage of a detached observer and experienced the company of the Companion. She had spirituality in her drishti and attitude. She had such royalty in her sanskars that her vision was never drawn to anyone.
She never kept anyone's defects in her heart. She never noted anyone's weaknesses. She always stayed beyond parchintan (thinking about others), pardarshan (looking at others) and parmat (following the dictates of others) and always maintained thoughts of the original self.
Dadiji was always very humble with Brahma Baba. She practised the incorporeal and egoless stages. She always considered herself to be a server. She never accepted any praise for herself. If anyone criticised her, she was not afraid and didn't become happy when someone praised her. She had a stage of equanimity in every situation.
She looked after the gift of a divine intellect she received from BapDada very well. She always had powerful thoughts. Her every action was according to shrimat, there was never any dictates of the self or of others mixed in that. She had the aim that her every thought, word and action should be on the basis of a divine intellect and thereby attained perfection.
She always had faith in One, and received power from the One. All her relationships were with the One. There was never any subservience or attachment to anyone. She always saw others with a vision of brotherhood. Imbibing the virtue of being merciful, she filled weak souls with power. She uplifted those who defamed her.
She overcame every small and big situation with the awareness of 'nothing new'. In any scene, instead of becoming confused with the questions of 'why?' and 'what?', she always had the awareness of being a detached observer and was always cheerful.
Royalty was visible in her every word. She never spoke any ordinary words. Only words that were going to take practical shape emerged through her lips. For such a successful soul, and because her thoughts were always successful, she easily attained perfection.
Because Dadiji was always full of self-confidence, she always had the awareness that she was a victorious soul of every kalpa. She was never dependent on any old sanskars or nature. She experienced her soul residing in a body of light.
Dadiji's intellect was like a clean and clear mirror. She always stayed as an embodiment of tapasya. She always had the awareness that the world will be benefitted through this tapasya, and the goldenaged world of happiness will come.
Keeping the final time in front of her, Dadiji always maintained thoughts of the original self. For her self-progress, she had very sweet heart-to-heart conversations with Baba at amrit vela every day. She studied Baba's elevated versions in depth. Along with love for Baba, she also had unbroken love for Baba's murlis.
In order to create her perfect stage, Dadiji practised staying beyond the awareness of the body. In her intellect, she was always aware that she is an instrument for world benefit. I have to make my stage high, be concentrated, constant, stable and be beyond thoughts, that is make my stage free from any thoughts, and only then will I be able to fly away from this old world and go and sit with Baba in the subtle region.
Dadiji always had this love to stay in Baba's remembrance, make everyone content and take everyone's blessings. No soul should be disturbed by me and thereby give me bad wishes. Dadi paid full attention to this and became worthy to receive everyone's blessings.
Dadiji always had just the one aim in front of her: I have to become a complete and perfect angel and karmateet. I have to shed this old body, become an angel and become a resident of the avyakt subtle regions. This service will continue day and night. Along with service, I have to pay subtle attention to myself and pass with honour.
Dadiji was always beyond any obstacles and always had a stage that is free from obstacles. She would sit in solitude, check herself in a subtle way and removed her weaknesses and defects and the flaws on the soul, the diamond and became an invaluable diamond.
In order to make the self completely pure, full with light and might, with an internal attitude of disinterest, she stayed beyond in all situations and made her drishti and attitude completely pure. She defeated the whole household of old sanskars, became a conqueror of matter and merged in Baba's lap.
I belong to Baba and I have to become complete, like Baba. This is why she completely surrendered the subtle ego of the body, the sanskars of the self, respect, honour, praise, her intellect and habits, she became like the Father and became a resident of the subtle region.